haiz ...craps and more craps..los...lol..crap lah..so far life is still okay..just that i cannot live the way i once was..i mean..i all grown upliao..i was once a small kid with a small mind..dunno now lei..but..i guess that in the past i loved with looks but not the heart...now i am starting to cherish the daes when i could just look at the girl that i like and she wiill sort of know how u feel abot her..but now i just have to fight for it..imean i like her but ..and i think she knows ..well obviously she knows lah..but..its different this time..hais i dunno lah..live is just full of useleesss shit..including mi..but god loves mi..haiz just pary..well lately ah...hmm nuttin much happened..just that todae had this damn dmd test..then so freaking hard..ok lah..it was ll...but u know what happened..damn !@#!#@!#!$@%$@##!#@%&%$@#!#$#!@...i accidentally deleted it just before marking..shit..so had to redo thi sthing over los...wa sians..los..then nuttin much..just feeling rather bored with life and realli down sumtimes..oh yar now dunno why i am addicted to kelly poon's ji shi za dan..super hippy tune..haha..aniway i think thats all with todaes edition of my life..

gotlost at 11:49 PM;

y must life be so unfair..i mean God is fair rite...at the start i told myself that i would not fall for an older girl.. so i went for those hu were younger than me..but todae i just found out that i had this crush on a girl hu is a year my senoir..what the crap shall i doo man..i ammsuper confused..and just before this the girl that i like in poly..i found out too that i had a love rival..guess hu..my primary sch classmate..this is so shitty man..how unlucky can i be man...i mean its ok for him to fall for her to..but why me..why must this happen to me..of all the people in the world ..the 5.9 billion other people...ME!!...damn.!! haiz..aniway..in the past few daes u would be wondering what i have bn doing..i attended the NYPSU camp haha..went there not expecting much..but haha..i ecame grp leader ther there and an NWO Knight..haha..wow..lost my voice at the same time..came home so tired and all the other stuff that come with the camp..made new friends too..wow..well and todae i had my first test in poly..database fundamentals..okok lah..mayb it would be a boderline pass onli..onther than that.my life is ok..haha..life is just a dream.. so i will dream on..in everything..tatas..

gotlost at 8:33 PM;

life is such u live it once and u never live again...sad to sae my life is just floating by and by..nuttin is exciting or anithing..its just test test test and more test and as u can see

that is alot..sians..so much worrk...oc this is the pic of me and my VAIOOOO!!hahahahafile://C:\Documents and Settings\Nicholas O\My Documents\My Received Files\My Pictures\5-16-2006\DSC00347and i think thats all..the dull ness of life..

gotlost at 8:52 PM;

heyhey...long time no type liao.. haiz nttin much dis daes ..yar i mean sch has started.. so it non stop java maths and a whole lot more..siao..realli..by the way now i got a new addition to me stuff.. u now wad??..my LAPTOP!!..whoohooohooo..yeah MAN..long time never talk to my bro lIAO...lao hong marcus kl....miss u guys a heeeelll lot...and i hope u miss me to...haha...aniway..nuttin much left...taTAzzz

gotlost at 9:06 PM;