Tuesday, July 22, 2008
What is Love?
What is love?
Is it an emotion?
An expression?
A side effect?
A pain?
A dillusion?
Is love real?
Here is LOVE.
Vast as the ocean,
Wide as the sky.
i was just considering the subject of love, and yes love can come in many forms, they may fail but there is one love that stands. and the greatest love of all is mine to have. God's love. sometimes we go through painful situations and we blame God for not caring. but have we stopped to reflect on our actions leading to that concequence. God, loves us and thus allows us to go through those pains so that we will learn to depend on Him, not on our own strength. i need to learn to lean on Him. thats FAITH.
gotlost at 11:15 PM;
Sunday, July 20, 2008
gotlost at 10:10 PM;
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Its so hard to pretend that i don't want to talk to you;
When you're always on my mind.
`whenitallfellapart
gotlost at 11:11 PM;
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
haven't updated this past three days cos its been really busy.
yesterday was ok besides ng kok poh's networking test. it was a _____. besides that i've still got infotainment to hand in by this friday which i burning me like mad alr. man.
today was ok. went for anthony's lesson. and then had an MI0608 class gathering with the PErsonal Mentor (PEM). was supposed to have napfa today, but i ponned so i'll go for next weeks slot.
and this is houng yee's birthday surprise.
HAPPY 20th "LAO SHI"!
anyway got this email that i so must share. you would probably seen some of these before but anyway. enjoy the pictures.
then finally here are some GR pictures. they were taken on the final day, which was sunday. somehow almost everyone was wearing either black or white.
titus and i happened to be in white, and because we're almost the same size, this is abstract art when two worlds collide. XP
thats mine name. photo courtesy of baba. ((:
and this is the "nick" pic. theres nick kan, nick ong and the nick tag.
so thats about all for now.
bye.
`letsgobacktothestart
gotlost at 10:09 PM;
Sunday, July 13, 2008
gospel rally has finally come to an end!
great job guys. great working with you all and serving the almighty!
so today in CEP did the "caring ministry" and uncle kian huat joined us in the discussion. we drifted abit but nevertheless got things done.
after CEP some of the guys went to play basketball. while bryan, sherman, ben and i went to play pool. at first we went to grassroots club, but then the mat was out so the place was closed for one hour. so we decided to go to amk central. and when we did the place didn't allow under 16's to come in. the uncle was very strict abt it at first. so ben and sherman went to play LAN while bryan and i played pool. after playing for awhile, elena, danna, lydia, claudia and shawn chia came to visit us and so ben and sherman managed to come in. and tho the uncle saw them, he din care. so after awhile, bryan and i took a rest and let the rest play. danna still holds the cue like a rolled up magazine. lol. and the girls did rather ok i guess. at 3 plus. danna left for tuition, so lydia, bryan and i talked while the rest played pool.
ending the pooling session, ben, claudia and i went back to church for the GR setup while elena, lydia, sherman and shawn stayed in amk hub. bryan went home.
so the usual was gospel rally. during the times, i managed to catch up with my bros, xinan, jordan, bryan and lucius.
so thats about all i have la.
`thediaryofjane
gotlost at 11:23 PM;
Friday, July 11, 2008
WEEKEND!
whoohoo. yes the weekend is thankfully here. well, at least this week was so hectic compared to last week.
finally went for john fung's lesson today, thn jimmy ended his lecture rather early, so went to amk hub to meet danna, john mark, ben, titus, brandon, sherman and esmond to watch - Hellboy II: The Golden Army. not fantastic for a 2 hour movie. i felt that they were rushing through the story and thus some parts were neither here nor there. other than that i guess i was ok.
After the movie, we left for church for dinner and the set up pf the stuff for the Gospel Rally. things didn't run that smoothly, but it was the best that we gave. and...
Bao Sheng came! its good that he did ((:
GR is on till sunday! so give me a call if you are intrested in coming ya.
anw heres a random photo.
`whoami?
gotlost at 11:11 PM;
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Way Back Into Love - Hugh Grant & Haley Bannett
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
`awaybackintolove
gotlost at 1:11 AM;
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
gotlost at 2:04 AM;
Monday, July 07, 2008
take my hand, hold it tight, dear Lord I pray
keep me strong
lead me on holding Your arms
so that as I face each coming day
I'll know that I'm Yours
all my life, let me be
one after Your own heart
the lyrics really speak to me alot, many times we fail in life - do the wrong things, this and that. but God is always there to hold on to you if only you open your hands to hold on to His. Instead of holding on to this facade of life. Men, having their daily struggle for power and supremacy over the Almighty rages, but if only we took the time to consider the life that He has given us. letting go would be alot less painful if we just opened our hands and let God lead us.
Lord,
Lead me on, keep me strong
in this time and age.
You rule over all.
You know my thoughts,
my wants, and all my needs.
You know what is best for me.
In all Your Love,
You never once forgot me.
Show me the way that i must go,
to be strong in You,
to never let go.
Amen.
`guideme
gotlost at 11:22 PM;
Friday, July 04, 2008
YES!
finally ended one crazy week! this week was total MADNESS! so much to do so little time. so many friends yet i see so much backstabbing. so many tests and i'll probably flop a few.
well at least todays lessons started at 1 pm and i suppose jimmy was in a good mood so he released us early, ONE HOUR EARLY! haha. so stonned for quite awhile before michael came and dropped the "bomb". the test that he gave was one big _____. two questions to complete in three hours. the first one was ok which is enough to pass, but i won't score because of the second question. sianess.
THANKFULLY, i got the weekend. super looking forward even though it'll be more or less the same but its waaaaay better then dying in school.
well thats probably all for today.
btw, QUEEN rocks. Freddy Mercury is imba, not to mention gay and dead. but he was a legend. heres one of queen's song that i like.
Too Much Love Will Kill You - Queen
I'm just the pieces of the man I used to be
Too many bitter tears are raining down on me
I'm far away from home and I've been facing this alone for much too long
Oh, I feel like no-one ever told the truth to me
About growing up and what a struggle it would be
In my tangled state of mind, I've been looking back to find where I went wrong
Too much love will kill you, if you can't make up your mind
Torn between the lover and the love you leave behind
You're headed for disaster because you never read the signs
Too much love will kill you every time
I'm just the shadow of the man I used to be
And it seems like there's no way out of this for me
I used to bring you sunshine now all I ever do is bring you down
How would it be if you were standing in my shoes
Can't you see that it's impossible to choose
No there's no making sense of it
Every way I go I'm bound to lose, oh yeah
Too much love will kill you, just as sure as none at all
It'll drain the power that's in you, make you plead, and scream, and crawl
And the pain will make you crazy, you're the victim of your crime
Too much love will kill you every time
Yeah, too much love will kill you
It'll make your life a lie, Yes too much love will kill you
And you won't understand why, you'd give your life you'd sell your soul
But here it comes again Too much love will kill you
In the end...
In the end
`intheend
gotlost at 9:05 PM;
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
i'm feeling rather crazy today so i'm blogging in the biggest fonts possible. ok not the biggest, i can make them BIGGER.
anyway that wass just a waste of space.
today. i had the liberty to wake up at 1030 cause school started at 12pm, which i was also late for. anw cause its wednesday. anthony's 3 hour lesson was the only lesson. so school officially was a lesson away from ending. whatever.
but the thing that scared the crap out of my pants is that. NAPFA is in 2 weeks. and i haven't begun training. which concludes, I'M DEAD.
anyway, heres a random photo.
this one is from the last gamesday that we had.
oh before i end.
this dream nightmare that i had last night (or rather this morning and thus two days late) was freaky. i dreamt nightmare-d that because the FIFA officials saw that the Gremans, especially Ballack were so upset that they came in second for Euro 2008, THEY ALLOW A RE-MATCH! in which Gremany won (after penalty). WTH!
ya, so that will never happen cause the Spainards have alr won!
ciao.
gotlost at 9:45 PM;
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
gotlost at 11:29 PM;
