.theinnerstrenghttoLOVE.

Thursday, June 28, 2007

i just realised

i'm retarded.ok thats besides the point

NEXT MONDAY IS YOUTH DAY(and poly ppl dont have it...shucks)

mainstream school students you better enjoy that day cos you get to slp in and stay at home while poly ppl and ppl who work have to wake up.tho it dussen make much of a difference to me since i finish at 12pm and so should be considered a half day.

well whatever

and. yes yes i noe, i have been talking abt posting the pictures frm camp. good news is that i'm halfway done. bad news is that this bad habit of procrestinating*did i spell that right?* and the busy school life is hindering me from finishing.

SOOO...

they will be posted later but nevertheless up here.

in the mean time till the next time i blog:

i'll always be full of crabp

`raindownonme

gotlost at 10:08 PM;

Sunday, June 24, 2007

this morning during worship,

this song that was sung caught my attention:

Hymn 92 from "Believer's Hymn Book"

"Navarre"

I journey through a desert drear and wild

Yet is my heart by such sweet thoughts beguiled

Of Him on who I lean, my Strength, my Stay,

I can forget the sorrows of the way.

Thoughts of His love-the root of ev'ry grace

Which finds in this poor heart a dwelling place;

The sunshine of my soul, than day more bright,

And my calm pillow of repose by night

Thoughts of His sojourn in this vale of tears;

The tale of love unfolded in those years

Of sinless suffering and patient grace,

i love again and yet again to trace.

Thoughts of His glory-on the Cross I gaze,

And there behold its sad yet healing rays;

Beacon of hope which, lifted up on high,

Illumes with heavenly light the tear dimmed eye.

Thoughts of His Coming; for that joyful day

In patient hope i watch, and wait, and pray;

The dawn draws nigh, the midnight shadows flee,

O what a sunrise will that advent be!

the line that caught my eye was: Of Him on who I lean, my Strength, my Stay,
I can forget the sorrows of the way.

indeed even through this time where many things are happening in my life, my God is my Strength and Stay to guide me on in life. i learn lessons in pain. but there will be good at the end.

to lean on God is the best thing that i am able to do and have.

not in the mood for anything else today

`ijustdiedagain

gotlost at 8:34 PM;

Saturday, June 23, 2007

i'm feeling rather retarded now

i duuno

"I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it's in my soul

I’d say all the words that
I knowJust to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would showT
hat I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own"

"Pieces" by Sum 41

`hervoiceresidesinmyhead

gotlost at 10:17 PM;

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

i'm sick

looks like one whole week of camp with 16⁰C and loads of fun has taken its toll on me.

as i promised the pictures are coming in soon.

i spent the last few days sorting them out and choosing them cos our good friend blogger now limits the user to 1GB of uploading.

today was nuts.6hrs of the same module in a row.nuts

i gotta go rest and then mug for next weeks CTs

`iwillsoarwithyouabovethestorm

gotlost at 7:52 PM;

Sunday, June 10, 2007

CAMP TML!!!

I CANNOT WAIT!!!

PICS WILL BE HERE SOON!!!

`isoneedyou

gotlost at 11:08 PM;