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Saturday, March 29, 2008

i've never felt better in a million years.

its taken me a long time to see what God wants for me. but now i do!

-reeetard wants another holiday!


gotlost at 10:56 PM;

Friday, March 28, 2008

Well got back from genting ytd. i totally love the weather there! it was like 13oC there at night and a cool 20oC at midday, not the waves of blistering heat in SG. but well. nevertheless, i'm glad to be back, cos like even tho' there were like 1000's of people there, i felt like i was excommunicated from the world with no internet connection! and well being home sick sucks.

i'm gonna be frank, im gonna blog less from now on, and im gonna be explicit and blunt on how i feel.

one such incident, just now at work, some clown, no matter what the reason, decided to wipe his/her sled clean by jumping out his/her window. that i call stupid and irresponsible. only idiots with those tendencies will bother to carry them out. pity them? no way. stupid cos you think it'll clear your problems. ONLY YOURS. irresponsible, cos you never thought of your family before you did that. selfish, cos only YOUR problems were solved, stupidly.

ending,

will you just believe it, there nothing between me and her. sheesh.


gotlost at 11:02 PM;

Saturday, March 22, 2008

so today was like the BB enrollment service at AMK and yar it was exciting. so yea.

im kinda lazy to type now so, i let the pictures do the talking.


the BB parade. photo kinda provided by shannon.


then i headed to depot YP for the easter special that john bjorlie was giving the easter msg. didnt stay for games. cos i had to go for dinner with kevin and selena



at the place we ate. saw this porsche boxter s. nice car, but its a fuel drinker.




anyway during dessert, noah was eating his ice kacang and his bowl and drippings made a simley face. and it wasn't done on purpose. cool right

so thats abt all los

`causetimehasgotawayoftakingback




gotlost at 11:22 PM;

Friday, March 21, 2008

Happy Easter People!

so woke up at 730am this morning for easter service were uncle kenneth spoke and the choir gave the item. after that was lunch, wanted to go with the guys to play soccer at woodlands but had rfg retreat.


anw this were the koh's leaving. jia rui and jai yo are super cute la. btw jai rui is the older one holding jia yi's hand. brothers seh. the last time i hald hands with my bro was what, 11-12 years ago? yar long time.


and on the way, at one carpark, saw this super ugly car lah. disgrace imprezas lah.


anw, reaching there, the weather was super nice. windy and sunny.


and reaching there, there was quite abit of free time, so i took a long stroll on the beach, alone. hahhs ya, and played chess agianst 6 brains at once. wrote my name on the sand and let
the waves sweep it away. watch planes fly over head and the rest of it was mainly just enjoying time pass easily.


the sea, and tekong on the other side.


i don't know why but everytime i see a plane, i think of the song "leaving on a jet plane". i really want to do that. leave this place and forget some memories, let them go and start afresh somewhere else. emo. lols



thats noah trying blading for the first time. its was like super comical lah!! lol



this is on the way for dinner. wanted to take a more "picture" like picture. but hahhs, im not artistic.

anw BB Enrollment parade tmr! see you there if i do see you. hahhs won't be there for YP for long too, kevin(cousin) is here in singapore for a week with selena(cousin-in-law) for holiday. so having dinner with them

ciao.

`passmeandnevercomeback







gotlost at 10:30 PM;

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Yea so im back from reuben's house.

here is yesterday.

so i went to work, you know where, and this is kinda just a random photo during work.


fyi its a $700 frame/sunglasses.

after work, went to meet bryan at DG to head for roo's house. when we reached there, we were kinda bored while waiting for darius so bryan and i did some stupid video that he requested not to be posted here so. no video. haha.

so after darius arrived, we went for our usual midnight supper. this time it wasn't at prata house, it was at some place that i have trouble rmb its name. so anyway the food was good, the drinks were large. don't believe. heres proof. *points downwards*


big siol!! and it costs like $2.50 a glass. nuts but really worth. anyway that was not only what we had.we had, *looks downwards*

all these plus a stingray that came way later. nuts for supper, for 4 guys.and can you imagine, the world is like sooo small, of all places xue ting (poly classmate) had to be there with her boyfriend then, and guess what? her boyfriend was roo's hockey senior. so following the supper we took a long, nice, slow and cooling walk back to roo's house in the wee hours of the morning.

then we went to roo's room and played 30? rounds of bridge till abt 5am cos we were so full and couldn't sleep. yar thn, at 5 plus we switched off the lights and talked los. till 6 plus. and everyone zonned out till abt 11am. when we woke up guess what we did? not only ps2 but bridge agn.

so i left roo's hse arnd 2pm to go meet jordan, xinan and renan to watch "August Rush". its like a really really really nice show la! ya after all that i came home and now im typing this out. with this ciao.


oh and if you were wondering whats this, for some of you who may know, thi sis the REAL RK HOUSE we walked by.


`year3takeyourtimetocome


gotlost at 10:00 PM;

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

well results are out!

i passed all my modules, which means year 3 here i come!

and guess what...

... I DID BETTER THAN LAST SEMESTER! WHOOHOO!

well i really have to thank God!

although i didn't do as well as i hoped for some modules. well. im just glad!

on the ending note.

-getting over someone does not equate forgetting the times we had.


gotlost at 12:29 AM;

Sunday, March 16, 2008

God, i need so much help.
help me just to carry on. move on from where i stopped.
help me to forget it.
help me just to know you are all i need.
help me keep my candle burning.
help me to be still,
help me to understand that its You that knows whats best for me.
help me to think positive.
help me to let You live in me.

"I will love You, O LORD, my strength.
The LORD is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer;
My God, my strength, in whom I will trust;
My shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold."

Psalms 18:1-2


gotlost at 10:30 PM;

Saturday, March 15, 2008

depression isn't bliss
deception is.

i would rather not know.

Bliss(I Don't Wanna Know) - Hinder.


gotlost at 3:03 AM;

Friday, March 14, 2008

"Used To"
by Chris Daughtry

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.
You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

Yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be, yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be.


gotlost at 9:25 PM;

Thursday, March 13, 2008

So this is like my first official post in the month of march

its the 13th so its also me officially being 19 for a month alr. oh ya and im updating cos grace wants it. hahhs so you've got it! ((:

anw alot of this have happened in the past 2 weeks.

on the first of march, congrats to Jin Song and Lynn cos they got married. and im happy for them and myself cos i got my new phone, N81! hahhs its a part birthday present and plan expiry thingy so ya. eh, thn besides the lots of jamming that the guys and i have been gg for, we slp over at roo's for one night. thats night was cool. we went for midnight prata and a long cool walk in the wee hours of the morning finally slping at 5am?

so anyway today it was like the unofficial holidays games day. and like t first there were only 10 of us, and it was raining.

so we did these things like.. i got no idea whats this

and psp-ing

finally more ppl came and we couldnt take it being coupped up under one pavillion were the chin-a ppl were making really weird noises in a tent. so we played like 3 hrs? of touch rugby in the wetting rain and hahhs it was cool. i just hope i dun fall sick. then went to toa payoh for dinner and now im home. warm and dry!

so i guess thats all!

ciaos!


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