Saturday, October 27, 2007
well well well.
i finally decided to change the skin. or whatevr you call it.
i look forward to the YC. but i cannot go. hahhs
anw. ciaos
gotlost at 11:38 PM;
feeling goood on a saturday morning. early morning.
anw yestersday (friday) was work day. loads of work. sooo muchh filing! but it felt good doing soo much. at least i don't have to sit in lessons. actually. im ok with it lah. oh yea. i woke up at 0930 this morning and it felt good. i had enough sleep and i was energized, unlike other days.
so after work i went to clarke quay to meet up with bryan, kun long (aka daryl), colin and wei ming for supper: part 1.
this is the view at night. we found a nice table outside brewerks. a cosy corner, that was not that quiet. so anyway. the food there is fantastic, but the prices are horrible after 8pm. mind you we were there at 10pm.
so this is bryan and i. (:
for supper: part 2, we headed to the Chinatown Market Roadside Food stalls (whatever you call it) had more food and we parted for home arnd 2315. while the crazy wei ming i going for an overnight WOW mania.
thats all. byeee.
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gotlost at 12:40 AM;
Thursday, October 25, 2007
ahh the week of school has finally come to an end.
I'm just glad that school's out, well at least for the next three days.
the projects and assignments are starting to pour in and
im simply drowning under the increasing
work pile. i thought that i would be able to quickly adopt to the school day mode. but looks like
i'm not. even tho'
i'm getting 7-8hr nights
im still feeling sleep
deficient. i am shagged. kinda close to
brain dead not literally but yea.
life itself
hasn't been good this week too,
im forced to make "decisions" which i have no whatsoever say,
i'm falling into the abyss of oblivion (
emo man.
hahhs) and putting my life in less than 5 words: pathetic messed up individual.
i
NEED God.
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gotlost at 10:57 PM;
Friday, October 19, 2007
phewwww..
the first week back at school is finally over. school has been totally hectic. common test may stop me frm gg to YC this year. i just hope it'll be on monday or tuesday thn. i gotta start studying now. i cant afford to slack now. i gotta work hard. work tml but its way better then studying 8 hrs straight. agreed?
i just hope you're feeling better. get well soon ya.
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gotlost at 12:00 AM;
Monday, October 15, 2007
...
school started today and looks like the rest of the semester ain't the bright after all.
8 whole hours of lessons today of which 6 where in one shot. totally nuts. crazy! but kinda cool animation was totally cool and guess what i gotta design my own game and then animate. another one was infocomm security. dude, tell me if you've attended a class that teaches you how to hack. well of course in a good way la. but that doesn't mean that i will be hacking for a living. lol. but boring lessons were aka "object oriented analysis and design" *yawns* or "network technology" *zzz*. gosh i really dunno how im gonna survive until my next break. but hopefully by God's grace i will.
thanks enns and ggrace for wishing me all the best for the new sem. i really need the best.
i sometimes regret why i din choose or consider JC before i so eagerly put down 12 of my choices for poly. i mean ya. i would have barely made it with 19. wait was it 18. nvm 19 points but at least it'll be simpler to comphrehend stuff which you have a basic foundation in. i guess. but then again it was good i chose poly cos i'll probably be just scraping thru JC life and be suffering a whole lot more from the nearing A's.
but yes i do have my regrets for going to poly. a different timetable every semester. the super flexible timings that suck at times. i guess i chose poly initially just because i was chasing after something stupid like not having any uniforms; which would be a bane later on when you have to make senseless decisions on what to wear to school. totally retarded.
but i suppose it'll all work out in the end. God has His ways; and i must trust in them in everything even if it doesn't work out for me.
i lift my eyes unto the hills, where does my help come from, my help comes from the Lord. the maker of heaven and earth. Psalms 121:1-2
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gotlost at 8:07 PM;
Sunday, October 14, 2007
well officially this is my 235
th post which means 234 posts have passed me by.
soooo. school officailly starts tmr. 2nd sem of my second yearr in poly.sians. why. cos i got friggin 9( and in every other language you can think of) modules! sian. thursdays are my longest days while fridays are free. thus work.
and this is the peroid of insupressible boredom. school and mugging while the rest sit back and slack. WHY! why can't polys just employ the mainstream school's school year. thoughts that cannot spoken simply fill my head. just ONE more year. oh ya, i forgot, army. the price of manhood in this tiny island i call home. well looks like the years ahead will be bleak yet hopefully exciting. hopefully.
i created a mess that i can't clear. God i need sooo much help.
ALL OF THEE AND NONE OF ME.
guide me thru this barren land on which i stand, cos i'm just a passing thru.
my rock and my fortress, my shield and defender. my friend and my saviour
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gotlost at 10:42 PM;
Thursday, October 11, 2007
swimming relieves stress.
holding your breath underwater. thn screaming your lungs out.
who hears you? ppl will just think you're nuts.
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gotlost at 10:46 PM;
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
-BLAME IT ALL ON ME; THATS IT.
gotlost at 10:50 PM;
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
working is kinda cool.
but its really tiring. working at uncle ling hwee's on fridays from next week onwards
drop by to visit me kks!
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gotlost at 12:27 AM;
Sunday, October 07, 2007
yo.
promised that there'll be pics. so there are pics.
today i woke up really tired but thankful that i had one of the nicest sleeps in a long while. went to church and led in BS. came home and hogged the lap.ahh. i kinda forgot the day after that.
anw. mum said that there was only one YC shirt submission. and since i started on one which i eventually din complete and submit. she asked to me to continue on mine.
heres a preview of the front.
anw. i was surfing the net after that and i came across this phrase on the net.
meaningful huh. means alot to you girls reading this. =P. pls notice the last word being striked out. then you'll understand
anw. getting down to blogging for friday.
friday's outing started at arnd 5pm when bryan, jp, lucy(aka lucius) and i met at eunos to head for ECP. and ya so this is the first pic.
walking down the road when i got bored.
yep. reaching there. uncle chear wah, jamsey and xinan were alr there. so i just took a few scenery shots.
of which this is one. title: "life ain't always bliss"
next would be this. i prticularly love this pic because of the couple. farnkly i have no idea who they are but yeah. its nice *
wishing its was me and you*.
anw we soon got down to getting the bbq fire started otherwise we wouldn't have to eat alr.
so heres xinan trying to get the fire started. but for some friggin' reason the fire wouldn't start
so we were to the rescue. at one point all eight of us were just trying to keep a flame alive. hahhs totally hilarious.
so after the fire was kinda ok. we too a few more pics.
(fictional) jordan: fire not ready la, hungry.
(fictional) jordan: faster la fire, burn or i'll burn you.
so like when we got our fire starter and got down to cooking, we were cooking the beef. xinan and i were cutting ALOT of beef/cow fat of la. and since fat is highly combustible, guess where its went?
still cannot guess ah. here*points up*
now after eating jordan is a happy man!
(fictional) jordan: a hungry man is an angry man, do i look angry??
you know they say when there is a trend, people are bound to follow.
e.g the position of eating.
i guess what they said was right!
the man of the hour, uncle chear wah cooking ok! oh ya. thank you for the food!
so this was the food still cooking at 1am in the morning, with due consideration to indigestion (thanks! =P ) this was kinda little for 8 guys to eat. so we stopped eating at around 2am. then we kinda broke up. those who wanted to eat stayed at the pit cooking. the rest were playing bridge or tai ti (big 2). then like after dunno how many rounds of bridge i decided to go to the beach to "emo" *hahhs*. 15mins later a few of them came to pei(accompany) me. then a few went to bathe.
by now it was alr abt 3 am, and we had stopped playing card games and kinda started packing up. and jp was bored and tried to build a card tower. which fell just before i took a pic of it!! ahh
the remains. sian
so after xinan, jordan and i went to bathe, we came back to see jp and uncle chear wah still playing xiang qi (chinese chess). then the rest of us( just in case you lost track: lucy, bryan, xinan, jordan, james and i) went to the tents to talk, while lucy decided to SLP!
-thinking hard! (note: both of their hand positions)
in the tent. we guys talked. i took this pic but dunno why only bryan turned up. anw we talked until 4am like that then we headed back to the pit for an informal decussion. and a topic. finishing up. uncle chear wah, jp and LUCIUS, went to slp. the rest of us went to the tent to talk and awhile later. guess what??? we wen to mac's for breakfast. CRAZY us!
coming back at arnd 6am we headed back to the tent to talk abt sports la, this and that, and have a break so xinan went to zone out, bryan and jordan to stone, james lying on the grass outside the tent. me i was sitting on the beach. then, i just paused and wondered at God's hand. the night that had gone past and His work in the sky, sea adn earth.
B-E-A-U-tiful.
the "emo" me. LOL. while waiting for the sun to rise.
a short while later. yes. sunrise. so we offically ended. packed up and headed HOME.
reaching home all of us took our baths and, YUP, slpt.
3 hrs after i reached home. i woke up and got ready for YP.
so i guess that waas that for that day, besides YP, dinner and more slp.
man, this is the longest post since like i dunno when la. im amazed that i managed to get down to typing it all out. i will be officially starting work at uncle liang hwee's shop again tmr. and hopefully the rest of the sem on fridays since i don have school on those days. i can then hopefully save enough to pay for my licence.
i'm in a messy messed up life.
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gotlost at 10:56 PM;
Saturday, October 06, 2007
i guess the mess in life has cleared a little; nevertheless its still a mess
God i need sooo much help. save me from the mess i created!
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gotlost at 11:05 PM;
SS outing/camping trip was CRAZY!
pictures coming soon.(this time i promise)
after i get my slp i need and yp and church. which makes it tml evening.
bye :))
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gotlost at 12:26 PM;
Thursday, October 04, 2007
the holidays are just fleeting by.
its really retarded, i mean, I'VE ONLY GOT
ONE WEEK LEFT!!!
ARGH. worst of all i feel like i've not achieved anything at all; besides allott of bbq's, spending 12hrs on the laptop every day, sleeping till the afternoon every single day and rotting.
gosh. i need a LIFE.
well at least i got down to doing what i had intended to do. reformat my laptop and upgrading to IE7 and NN9. and i sooo love the TAB features.
well tml is SS outing/bbq. tts one more bbq to add on.
life is boring but i so dont want to go back to school!
oh ya. timetable is fantastic (good and bad):
i start at 10am everyday but end like 5 or 6, 'cept wed where i end at 3
ANDi have NO school on fridays
hahhs
tts all for now.
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gotlost at 10:40 PM;
