Overseas Internship Program & Project (OIPP) briefing was today. places that i can apply for and will go if my application is successful will be either one of these.

Beijing IT College - 2 months
IVT, Suzhou - 1 month
Guangzhou, China - 5 months
HP @ Dalian - 5 months
Paris, France - 3 months

God, if i do get accepted, whether in Singapore or some foreign land, help me accept what You've given me even though its a long long long long time away from family and friends i love. help me.

`ificouldn'tseethoseeyes

gotlost at 9:26 PM;

man, finally week 2 of school is over! 6 weeks to term break and 16 weeks till sem break.

welcome home, bryan and lucius frm 2 weeks at tekong.

when i first thought that the Overseas Attachment Program was cool, i guess i was wrong, and now i MIGHT just kena that and go to some other country for 5 mths. hais. well if kena boh pian los. i might just enjoy it anw. but 5 MTHS?! eee..

well ive got more to type but im super shagged from a whole day out.

bye.

gotlost at 10:46 PM;

When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh

gotlost at 8:44 PM;

guess what? my handphone bill hit the roof, so did my dad.

crap.

`whenyoulookmeintheeyes

gotlost at 9:42 PM;

well the first week of school is almost ending.

i must say that the timetable is ok la. i do get to sleep in, but the ending times are totally making me a no lifer. 6pm almost every other day. sheesh. the lessons that im doing now will probably bore the crap out of anyone. this and that. it doesn't make a diiference. all thats different is probably the module name. Mobile Internet Solutions - thats my specialzation, and crap! it does live up to its name. every module besides comm. skills and NE is purely on mobile programming and the internet! thats super stupid and hopelessly putting me to sleep. but well i gotta love it, cos i might just end up doing it for the next 40 years of my life.

sorry there aren't any photos. i mean how intresting can school get? ya, it can but with intresting stuff happening la. but as of now the intrest levels are at WAY BELOW ZERO!

well on the brighter note, today was the first time, my new class actually felt like a class. it was more lively and we spoke with each other (guys/girls from the other classes) instead of our usual cliques and pervious module groups. brings a smile to me. and guess who was it all because of, not me la, it was because of "wonderful" Mr. C K Thum, who because of May Day wanted to do a make up lesson and we couldn't decide when we should have it. and blah it all started. and mind you, HE is the lecturer that i'm having for the 3rd semester straight.

anyway, its been a loooooong time since i said this, or maybe even never, homework calls.

so ciao.

gotlost at 9:06 PM;

yep. day one of the 3rd year was ok. could have been better. and i kinda know why you don't see all your lecturers for more thn one semester, they get boring. the first four periods we taken by lecturers from previous semesters. thursday, im seeing one that i've seen for the past two semesters. which yes, if your math is good, THREE semesters in a row. sianness. comm skills is the first module tmr, and i heard that the lecturer is the module head and she is down right (left up) strict to the core la. the classmates aren't fantastic either. not to say im the best guy for a classmate. 8 weeks to term break, and 17 to a short 2 week break before my attachment. i want to go overseas and not come back( i wish, the goverment will send me to the real prison if i dont come back to do my two year "sentence").

ciao.

gotlost at 9:20 PM;

Well, school for the poly peeps (except those in TP(extra kias)) start tmr! all the best to the new Yr 1's, and you're half way there Yr 2's. Lastly Yr 3's chiong ah, its the last long long lap alr. ganbatte!

well today did my first leading in CEP, i took 2 Chr 9-12. 13 couldnt be covered cos not enuf time. it was a good experience, it was totally unlike the SS days. i wouldnt say i did a good job but well. ok la.

hmm.

maybe if we met under a different sky, then maybe things would be much better between you and i.

`onelast

gotlost at 10:05 PM;

7 random facts about me:
1)i love God, saved by grace (eh grace don't laugh! haha)
2)i am a very random person
3)i talk alot of rubbish
4)i love to do anything that has to do with cooking (including the eating afterwards)
5)i suck at IT (even tho' i'm doing the course)
6)i love to design stuff
7)i love to sit by my bed and stare out the window when it's raining

7 things that scares me:
1)insects
2)no more food
3)computer down
4)angry parents
5)the world without internet
6)studying
7)being the last guy on earth

7 random music at the moment:
1)taylor swift's music
2)fan blade's music
3)leaves rustling in the wind music
4)birds chirping music (i wished they'll stopped)
5)one republic's music
6)someone with keys at the door music (could be the neighbour)
7)stomach rumbling music

7 things i say the most:
1)huh?
2)eh
3)for what?!
4)haha
5)LOL!
6)OI!
7)whats for breakfast/lunch/dinner?

7 People to do this:
1)grace wouldn't want to do this agn so no
2)the clowns who are in army
3)some random person reading
4)if you're still laughing
5)if you tot i was lame
6)don't agree with me, do yourself la (<- what i just said was totally singaporean, forgive the english) 7)still can't stop laughing?

gotlost at 11:52 AM;

school is starting in 3 days.

lucius just went in today.

and is it that hard for us to just talk? does anything in our past mean anything at all? just as a friend, as a brother. it seems that this drift can't be closed or can it? i dunno. till thn, i'm just me. feel free talk to me anytime, anywhere. i'll be here, as a friend, no more no less.

gotlost at 10:02 PM;

well school i starting in 5 days time. i'm trying to enjoy every spare moment of my final holiday before yr3 strikes.

well todays post is not abt school or how my new timetable has some adverse effects with my sleeping time.

this post is dedicated to bryan chan. this clown brother of mine will be entering army tmr and well. i'm gonna miss him. like who am i gg to talk to till late into the night on msn (tho still got other ppl but different la). or who is gg to go with us to soeul garden. or who will be with there at the sleep overs and talking the most nonsense and condeming me abt being "emo". man, take care in there.

next would be for lucius tan, who will be gg in on thursday. the drummer boy, band addict, in charge of SS song item. the kan choeng spider, born 13 days after me guy, whose hair is like suuuper long. eh take care too.

and to xinan, jordan and yinchi who are alr inside. xinan being in OCS. i know you are dying to get out frm the crazy 3 week confinement, cos i couldnt stand 4 days away from home alr. and jordan who is sick of sispec and yinchi who thinks its also boring there. yo. i'll be joining you guys soon. say 1 year?

i'm slowly being more lonely when my closest friends get away. esp if its like what 2 years, wah and only weekends home. crazy la. and so as of now. it will be jp, wei hao, james and me.

amos, darius and roo. will agreee that bryan gg will be really sian. even this morning after 60+ rounds of bridge, a sleepless crazy night and a pizza lunch. we still have to accept that its bryan's time to go army. next me, then amos and dar, roo you gotta wait. anw tts abt all im gg to type for today.

gotlost at 10:46 PM;

well. mummy is going back to work after her 3 and a half year hiatus. man that means:

1. No more home cooked food
2. No mum to say "Hi" to when i reach home
3. No more seeing her so often anymore.

man.

anw CEP today was cool, went thru 2 Chornicles 4-8. learnt some life applications. and rfg did singing at COPA Gospel. dad gave the msg. and we went for dinner with the leongs. came home. stonned and finished my book. and now i gtg slp cos i gotta wake up tmr to go to sch to buy yr3 books. school officially starts in 7 days. well. its finally my final year in poly. and when the time is come i'll be enlisting for amry already. there is a point in time where a boys become men and this is probably one time for me to learn.

anw. ciao

gotlost at 11:52 PM;

i don't have to be sensitive. do i?

so, you know what. screw sensitivity.

gotlost at 12:15 AM;