argh~

i guess im going nuts for a reason but i cant do anything abt it, so what if she chooses to like someone else. i cant do anything.

God i really need you now.

fine on the outside but simply dying inside.

school's starting soon and i guess i cant wait to get back to school cos i rotting at home. so what if i gotta work tml or on sat and sun. leave after YP and rush back from practice.

life is a journey that everyone has to go thru. and its the path that you choose that makes you. who you trust in your life ultimately crafts you. i chose God. allowing Hime to guide me thru all my days in so many way. even if it may be agianst my will but its His that will be fulfilled.

NEVER EVER TREAT A GIRL BAD, NO MATTER WHAT.

`goingnuts

gotlost at 11:11 PM;

"Face Down"
Performed By: The Red Jumpsuit Appratus

Hey, girl, you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with makeup in the mirror
tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever, you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say you're right again,
say you're right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt, she said,
"This doesn't hurt", she said,
"I finally had enough."
[x2]

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
it's coming round again.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
[x2]

Face down in the dirt, she said,
"This doesn't hurt", she said,
"I finally had enough."

well this song makes alot of sense

guys,if you have a girl now treasure her
and never let her down.
Cos one day when she's gone don't start regretting

tts all.

`Picture's Coming Soon!!!

gotlost at 12:55 PM;

gosh i just came back frm my sec sch class chalet

see if i will post later...

i am super tired and charred

anyway i got my results back during the chalet, at first i was like sooo super scared that i would fail cos to myself i din really do things "up to standard" but i really thank God that i managed to pass all my modules. oh yar i also managed to maintain my gpa, not fantastic but a relieve

but thats the good news.

as if doing 8 modules per sem last year din help with my grades, try having 9 this year. i am so going to die. really. *bangs my head on the keyboard* help!

these are the modules that i will be taking, happy figuring out wad they mean cos i have no idea wad some even have to do with my course:

Innovation and Technology
Data Structures and Algorithms
Operating Systems Management
Internet Programming
Web Design and Development
Eletronics Communication
Computing Mathematics 2
Web Portal Development Project
Communications Skill 2

tts all i have now. gg to slp le

`onedaythisworld'sgonnaend

gotlost at 10:56 AM;

shacked and sick~

finally back from BB camp...

`thisishowidisappear

gotlost at 9:57 PM;

well its been a looong time since i last blogged...

gosh im still getting problems on how to upload pictures..

i got pictures but i cannot upload!!!

well jamming with hong, bad and mx that day..

the wild goose race on sat that left my tendon over-stretched but nevertheless fun..

and the SS prize giving and anniversary on sun..

BB camp tml..

so thats all till i can get the pics up...

`ineedyou

gotlost at 10:36 PM;

crap~

i really bad at posting pictures on this new blogger thing, they say they give you a choice btwn the new and old blogger but in fact they are like forcing you to move to the new blog, crap lah, i am so not use to this, so looks like until i master how to do it nicely withOUT html i guess there will be no pictures.

today was the BB OCO full day course, 9am to 5pm, wahh tell you ahh some parts you could laugh alot but some parts were like so super dry lah. you could see heads "constantly nodding". so i practically missed YP today becos of this course not only that i also missed the Boys' Enrolment Service. and next week will be the Wild Goose Race for YP.

well, next week is gonna be a full week agn, monday hong and i will go for more job hunting after he got a "lobang" then we'll finally go jamming! tuesday will be the BB BOTC in the evening, wed if we get the job i'll have to start working already, and sat will be the Race. and of course sunday will be church.

i still some how feel bad abt just now when i was rushing home in the taxi with my siblings, the taxi driver first ask what we kids were doing in amk, so we told him that we were gg home form church, he then started to ask us abt God and the differences between the Christians and the Catholics, gosh so many questions came pouring in but because of the lack in capability to answer him in CHINESE i've lost someone for God. IF ONLY my chinese had been better or knowing the bible in chinese it would have been a great help. wanting to ask him if he wanted to come to the gospel was equally difficult cos i doubt he undestands much english and also becos he piled my siblings and i with so many question from jesus being God and man to the Trinity.

well cant do much but pray.

church tml, gotta slp le

ciaos

`tobelovedbyyou

gotlost at 11:20 PM;

heys~

exams are finally over...

its been a day since that passed...hahhs well this time im not gonna my a waste out of my hols..so today hong, yong and i went arnd the west of singapore looking for a job, or at least limited to only jurong cpf building, dunno wad plaza( the one with the fuji ice palace thing) wher we watched a real ice hockey match(my first) it was cool lah, anyway also in jurong point..i really find no reason why the developers named it "jurong point" gosh it is in boon lay leh..going around the place looking for job aint fun ok, in the end we only managed to fill up two application forms, really tired after walking arnd, we ended up eating at "kopitiam" and then heading home..

well i promised pics after the exams so i will try get them on tml.

thats all for now rite??

yea.

ciaos

`lipsofanangel

gotlost at 12:25 AM;