I FEEL LIKE MURDERING MYSELF

i got so many pictures to take

but DAMN, thanks to that guy who stole my phone

i cant do so...

man i feel so useless without it... well its a need not over dependency

so now looks like you guys will get less of pictures frm now on..

man/woman (if i continue saying "man" ppl might think i'm a sexist)

my mind is just clotting up with so many things..why did that guy have to do it..i am so freaking disappointed..the piling school work and endless stress..that ah gua that bugs everyone in the lecture hall..

GOD SAVE ME!!!

Father, help me forgive him(whoever he is) for stealing my phone...

and Hui Fang if you're reading this...i'm SUPER SUPER sorry i can't make it tml tho i asked for the tickets to your concert...

i'm sooo freaking lethargic...it has not been my week

monday: i studied for the HTML test and it wasn't tested
tuesday: i lost my phone
wednesday: was still ok..

AHHS I FORGOT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:

DANNA.MEI !!!
HUIMIN !!!
XIN AN !!!
ZHI QUAN !!!
LI XUAN !!!

man/woman 5 ppls birthday on the 29/11 thats a record..

today: was a long day at school...i made an effort to be early for the 8am lab lesson for the first time and the lecturer was late..man/woman..long dayy

my life is crap;

but by His grace, i'm carrying on..

`byyourGRACE

gotlost at 8:27 PM;

my phone got stolen

so dont bother calling or msging me at all cos i'll never get anothr one

whoever that bugger is...

i've lost my trust in you

and if i ever get to know who you are...

you'll wish you'd never done what you did

`ittotallysucks

gotlost at 6:12 PM;

school was ok today tho i was late for the first lesson

cos my watch JAMMED!!!

crap lah then kena marked late for nothing..

then was maths lesson which was soso lah..then came lunch was was again was and iad was still as usual..hahhs i listen to all my music 2.0x's normal speed and it was like super nice manns..sounded alot like techno..hahhs

then after school came home with wei ming los...

so took this pic yesterday..

shoes and slipper
-the clean, cleaner, "cool??", shiney and best

i want school to be FUN

i couldn't see the light; but then she openned the door

`aishiteru

gotlost at 9:01 PM;

heyys...

a day is now over and im sitting here..

woke up at 10+ this morning and had breakfast..theni left the house at 1220pm to go to mac's to meet the guys to discuss on the presentetion on the doulos thing..then yea we went thru the presentation thing smoothly* phew*

then after BS i din go play soccer cos the ground was wet..so i stayed in cuurch and clowned arnd..nah i was playing with jet, mor and hui min the song game thing then it was like so funny lah..hahhs all the songs hui min choose we easily figured out..*bleahx*

then we went on to talking on prom and stuff..well now is the time where the sec fours and JC2's are having their proms and they are so excited and high from it..so it really made me miss that day..the friends the dancing the catching up and stuff..man i do miss the guys..

so this was my sec1 and 2 clique growned up from our old childish past..i dunno why i like this pic altho' i remained hidden..hmm

don tease me ok...i noe i had a double chin

and this was my sec4 class hahhs..and heres proof that you dont have to spend alot on stuff taht you'll only wear once..tho' i spent a $100 on mine..but i still wear mine..some even wore their casual clothes there...so nerds if you cannot think of anything to wear..heres a suggestion..

and

I AM CRAZILY MISSING YOU!!!

`gosh!imreatarded

gotlost at 8:54 PM;

waking up at 1215pm this afternoon cos i slpt at 4am in the morning, i was just in time for lunch with my sis before she left for cambodia...then i did the dish washing as my dad, mum and sis left for the airport..reaching school i forgot that there was a DE assesment and crap...the crazy curcit gave me a headache...heng ah..ms lee help me undo my mistakes..then after that went for GD..

during GD we were asked to design our own logo smth like the 007's with our initials..

smth like this..

so mine turned out like this in expression of myself..cos i love bikes..so mine's N.O

and voted the most retarded was colin's with C.C

the cutest was kun long's as C.K.L

and one of the best ben. han's with his name

then after sch at 6pm i went to meet hong and kl to play pool at lot1 and at the same time do some shopping as well..

so here's them playing pool lah..

then when we were at popular we met Singapore's famous Ghost writer

Russell Lee..

that guy was completely clothe in black lah..oh btw they were there promoting the newest book 15 which is the newest release..

so he was smth like that...oh sorry if you arte having a hard time trying to find out where he is.

here..man he can camo chao(very) well sia

then we went to mac's for dinner and when we were eating we saw these few ang moh siao kia's thinking that mac's was theirs lah...that clown took a chair and sat in front of the counter lah..then they left without putting the chairs back..then i had to do it..pls hor dun think the world is yours hor..for this matter mac's

dinner was over and kl went home then hong and i were sitting over here at cck mrt talking until 1030pm and so explains why i am blogging so late hahhs it was a good catching up..

and when i was coming home i realiised taht my hair was finish fin-ish..hehhs

had a good bath and now im here..

Father i thank you for everything!

`boyahlebinpokahnizuaipimpleleh

gotlost at 12:01 AM;

WARNING: BLOGGING IS EXTREMELY ADDICTIVE. BLOG WITH CAUTION TO PREVENT GETTING ADDICTED.

nah..blogging isn't addictive

yea so im back from the past few days of blogging totally short passages..hahhs

so school was from 8am to 4pm today and as usual i was late for the lab lesson. crap i need to start foucsing and wake up early..had lessons and after that it was home for me.

so you missed pictures from monday

monday when i headed for school during the elearning lesson kun long was doing work on the desktop when he noticed little crumbs in between his keyboard so he flipped his keyboard upside down and this was wad he found. man how many people have be eating over the keyboard??

then after the lesson i went to parklane mall to meet the guys and the two girls for CS and DOTA hahhs..it'd been along time since i last play CS hahhs..

then we headed down to play pool..wahahaha..it was a crazy time lah..

here's one example..oops sorry mei for using your pic..

so here is everyone tho some were hidden.

and heres mei and lydia..

after pool we went to plaza sing to have Carl's Jr. hahhs..and this is wad i ate. it took me over an hour to finish it ok! oh cos i was on the train and was allowed to eat on it..

so back to today..we were playing taiti(big two) and in various rounds i lost, ben lost, kris lost but at the end of the rounds nico was the biggest loser and ended up looking smth like


this..

and on the way home it was raining so heavily that i was staying at this shelter until my bro came to fetch me..


and in the last two days these ten people have been onto the doulos learning soo much about it and the people and indeed it was a very experiencial time there..we met many new friends and people frm many many countries..you can trust me on that..

heres us..

ciao...

`tobewithyou

gotlost at 8:49 PM;

another day has passed and yet i experience another day of God's grace

sorry i haven been blogging the past few days or the post seemed boring

well i have been busy and not feeling well..the flu and cough

im getting better.

thanks to those who have been praying for me.

and even asking me to sleep early cos i haven done so..

today i was on board the doulos.

its the oldest ocean going vassel and i had fun.

i learnt alot.

`itshardtoletyouknow

gotlost at 9:19 PM;

today was church as usual.

the morning worship and ministry

the breakfast and SS

the song practice and the presentation at the Gospel service

yeasterday was the YP outing at sembawang park. but before that in the morning went to yishun sec to check out the BB company there with timothy then we went fo lunch with wei hao, toke man and uncle francis. then ah..timO and i went to play pool at amk for awhile before i met up with mei and ly to go to Sembawang park..so there were games and singing and the message by uncle joseph. then we had free and easy followed by dinner. din eat much then so i went to take some pictures by the sea.. so here they are.








hahhs.

thats all..

`justonechance

gotlost at 10:28 PM;

i think many, uh most..ok all of us will be able to identify with this.

family and friends are important to each of us all..

but we at times or even most of the time we take those closest to us for granted, arguing with and ignoring each other as a common form of disregarding the other party. all of us, i can safely say that we would rather trust our secrets with our friends instead of siblings because we're afraid that we'll tell on each other. well the sad fact is that yes, while SOME may choose to tell on each other (thats why we would rather rely on someone outside your family; friends.) some may keep them till not another soul knows.

well having a character that seeks alot of attention (namely me)

i can be irritating at most of the times. thats why i have chosen to share this with you. not because i don't want to let my family know that i'm irritating. but they already know that.

here is a CLOWN willing to make the change..

if you find me irritating just tell me IN MY FACE!!!

thanks!

-this subject is deeply personal and i ask that no one makes fun of this cos you're just giving me more reasons to irritate you.

`helpmechangeforthebetter

gotlost at 9:17 PM;

today is friday..

which means tml is SATURDAY!!!

the weekend is here!!! whoohoo..

but looks like im not gonna enjoy it much cos of my stupid cough and flu..crap

well tml got BB and YP outing at Sembawang Park!! Yay-ness

with this quote..

by someone - which was on ben's t-shirt

our friend james took this phrase abit too seriously and did smth which stunned everyone on class

-btw, it seems that he has been appearing a number of times in my blog huh..

well...he makes good topics

oh yar this was wad stunned everyone.. he cut his hair so short even he complained abt it..





and during GD when everyone was chatting online with each other while the lesson was on he was one of the hot topics as you can see from the above pictures

these photos(the ones that are drawned in blue) were kindly provided by me..hahhas




-pic kindly contributed by james who drew this online

another hot topic which embarrassingly was me!!

cos during GD yesterday i was rocking my chair so hard that i fell off my chair..

and well was the laughingstock of the GD group..

coming back..at DE the curcuits are becoming harder

as such

and there for i get bored..and so i decided to do smth more interesting today..instead of a flower i did my name!!

and as the sky darken and lessons ended i headed home and took a bath..

and went to uncle steven's house were the Koh's were also invited..

and this is my bro looking at "the cute one" jia yi trying to do smth??

and this is my sis and jan..with the kids minus jia rui..

`gravity

gotlost at 10:41 PM;

today was a freaking long day!! man it started at 8am which i was finally for the first time early for that guy's lab lesson..man then later wad IAD lecture..well it was ok but as usual that high profile lecturer of mine was late AGAIN..cos he had to attend to some VIP's..then came lunch which i skipped(yay-ness!!!)..then it was DEP which some of us had mini presentations..lols man..and the last lesson was GD..hahhs i finally decide to get down to work..and concentrate on my labs...

coming home we had an early breakfast dinner cos everyone was hungry and so we ate lah..then after dinner, the washing of dishes, throwing of rubbishwhich might have or will include you sis, mum and i sat down to have a game of scrabble which i almost won!! ahhs

final score:

sis= 167
mum= 217
me= 213

ahhs..

then today i found a very intresting postcard..

!!!with my face on it!!!

hahhs..

`wheniwasayoungboy; ilovedyou

gotlost at 10:10 PM;

well today was definately a wet-ness-day(wednesday for clowns who dun understand, i trust that you do understand what i meant rite??) went to school in the morning for SWM's lessons then when that was over; nico,kris,ben,jamie,li wen and i went to amk central for lunch..we ate until arnd 1215pm then nico,kris and i followed ben to get his shoes from sportslink while jamie and liwen went some place else(before joining us later) in the meanwhile as ben tried to find the perfect pair of shoes for himself, we(nico,kris and i) strolled ard the shop and we saw some intresting thinggs like a giant tennis racket and...
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this!! a super giant deuter bag named "speed lite"so i did some comparison with my very own deuter bag and yea you can see the real size diff..

if that wasnt convincing enuf how bout this..the freaking bag(which is worth no less the $3000+) is bigger the me!! want me for Christmas?? *vomitttss* this is the only thing that can fit me..

then later met the guys: the HO brothers, curtis, titus, nick kan, timO, john mark, sean, yong jian..to play dota!! well at least i made a slight improvement with 3+ kills instead frm the only 1 sometime ago...sorry but im not that good at these kinda games..


but later while the other played CS after the Ho bro's left.. i went on to playing my( i am better at) game..

NFS:Underground..where i zhnged my Evo VII in to sui sui cia (nice nice car) and raced my way to beating the others by 19 seconds and above..

and on my second attempt.. zoom-ing to a 28sec+ victory..

and then i left to come home cos i was due at home by 7pm..

on the way home i got a subway sandwich

which was good for the almost empty stomach..

"where did i go wrong
i lost a friend
somewhere along...
...i'd would have stayed up all night
if i'd known how to save a life"

How To Save A Life - The Fray

`itsmylifeyourway

gotlost at 8:00 PM;