fallen so far away from you...

heyys..i'm sick..

stomach flu and flu..crap

10% luck
20% skill
15% concentrated power of will
5% plaesure
50% pain
and 100% reason to remember the name...

NICK!!

that's 200% of me you gotta keep in mind...

`tilltheend

gotlost at 7:12 PM;

first things first. i am not retarded enough to do two post in one day. saturday's one was becos BB(a phrase coined by mei when she gets angry with blogger) didnt allow me to publish my saturday's post. and had to make some of you wait for it. sorry. very very sorry

cos everytime i do smth..this comes out..

So here goes today's...

waking up at 7:20am in the morning to go to church is a normal thing every sunday.. but have we ever considered ourselves to be actually Christians who want to worship our king on high, or just some person being dragged there. at times many of us have fallen in this area cos we would rather get up at 4am to go some place with our friends but 7:20am on a sunday morning would be "too early".. the truth at times i have been like that. but that dussen mean that i go on like that. and i dont..

so after the usual morning worship, we had uncle david to speak to us on NOT comforming to the world's standards with their tot's, beliefs, dressing or even music..that we were to stand out from the rest..being a light that shone in the darkness..

something like this..=)

then later after SS my family and i headed to ten mile junction for lunch and a stroll to waste some time while mum shopped for the week's needs..

just a tot why ON EARTH did the developers name the place ten mile junction. since there is already a junction 8 why not just name it junction 10. hmm.cos in singapore we have lot1 and in malaysia they have lot10.

Cos the developers dun want to be unoriginal and MAYBE there is a significance to the name "ten mile junction". you take your pick

then when we were in the carpark i saw this super vintage car. whooo..but sorry to those who buy 4D and ToTo.. i din take the number plate.. =P

then i had prata for lunch..while sis, mum and dad had BAK ku teh (not me lah) and noah had mix rice..and when i was done there was still left over curry so what do i do??2

hmm. this..

and this..

then when i came home i changed out into my home clothes and laid on my bed to stone while waiting for a msg..but oops i fell asleep..cos i was just too tired..

two hours later i woke up with a hair style so wild but i was lazy to take it. so sorry this(the pic above) is the best graphical representation that you ever get..blame it on my poor artistic skills.

school tml+gym+lao hong's b'dae celebration

taz

`imnotgettingveryfarwithoutyou

gotlost at 6:30 PM;

Saturday or Sad-a-Day...

woke up at 1030 this morning to a surprise that everyone had just gotten up too..hahhs..why cos mum and dad who usually wake up the earliest were watching Korean Drama Mama's act until 5:45am this morning..and i tot blogging at 1am was nuts..then had a light noodle breakfast leaving the house at 12:30pm for..uh..uh..my dad's business associate's house for a "hari raya" lunch or smth..then at 2:30pm we left that guy's house for YP..

reaching there, i saw xin an at the pulpit leading the singing..good job man..then we had a sharing from linus on his trip to kalay, mayanmar ..which he cited was a wonderful experience, it was also backed up with and extremely visual display of pictures..and with his way of sharing his experience, it brought many laughs to the hall..=)..then later at BS we were sharing and talking abt the "self-confidence" that is in the world today..but that we should lean on God alone to guide us in this world for it is "I in Christ and Christ in ME"..

then games were next at KB..fun today played soccer..still i was not good but better then other weeks..hahhs..i still cannot aim well..arghhs.then after soccer we played captian's ball..wah today everyone so on-form..right melodie!

coming home, had a "westernised" chicken rice dinner - the grilled wings, chicken flavoured rice and coleslaw...and then bath and now i have to do that damned HTML assingment..crap

stupid stupid work..

so now its official that i'm not going for the Youth Camp this year..yea sure im sad..*duh who wouldn't* but what can i do i got to go to SCHOOL!! haiz..if only i had hols then..its not that i cannot take leave..my dad just wouldn't change his mind..so there goes this year's YC..

"...sadness that cannot be expounded can only be expressed in tears a mental struggle to forget everything" - Nicholas O.

well maybe not going for the YC could be a good thing( <----self pity, nah!!) God has his ways for his ways are for the good of those he loves..

`itshardtobelieve

gotlost at 9:20 PM;

FRIDAY!!!!

IT FRIDAY!! the weekend is FINALLY here.. -_-" *lame*

ok so yea i happy that the weekend is finally here..

whoohoo..so today i got up at 11am (mind you, for those who think im on holiday, i'm not..) i just had school at 4pm today..so the breakfast and computer program was on my list..enjoy the last day of the week manns.hahhs

then at 1pm met wei ming to go to school early to GYM.the fats out of us ( or at least me lah )pump pump pump...no more ba in bak..yea man the new bak is here to stay..

FIT BAK!!!

then later during Graphic Design lesson( which was so lame lah) the teacher was talking nonsense and nobody was listening most ppl- including myself were plugged onto music and msn *oops* WHILE doing our GD work as he(the leacturer) yakked away..summore it was so late in the afternoon (tho' it was the first lesson of the day for me)..yea so lesson ended at 6pm and then i came home..*duh*

coming home i came online for awhile and realised that Benn was listening to James Blunt's "High" and so finally i've found the (another) song which i had been looking for a while..thx man

then i headed down to the bbq pit for dinner cos the sec2's (in church de) were having a bbq and yup dinner is severed..and so i got full on everything..but of cos i cut down (i think) then after dinner we went to play with sparklers and we did many crazy stuff like ripping out the contents of that sparkler that produces that super irritating whistle when lighted up, and blowing it up ( which nearly burned us during one go ) you can Jet to tell you that cos if not for that stunt (made famous by the martix) he would have been screaming: "BURN T-SHIRT BURN!" ..and making sparkler rockets..but unfortunately the one that i made din really fly but it really burnned!! take a look..



that was crazy..hahhs..

then in the week at school many crazy things happened..lol yea..ever seen guys kissing well if you haven this is as close as it'll get to guys kissing..

THE FOLLOWING VIDEO WAS SHOT INTENTIONALLY WITH EVERY PURPOSE OF FUN. DUE TO THE CRAZY NATURE OF THIS STUNT (WHICH INCLUDED WILLING AND UH..UNWILLING PARTICIPANTS) VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.

NOTE: NO GAYS WERE HARMED OR INVOLVED...JUST CRAZY FUN-LOVING AND BORED FELLAS..



enjoy..hahhs

so thats all for now

cheers!

`onthesadwingsofdestiny

gotlost at 11:37 PM;

firstly to all dear and faithful readers.. sorry i haven been the mood to blog these few days due to the "siaoness" in school..eg. formimng project groups and getting started on some..and assignments..sians..(but that dussen mean that you stop coming and not tagging (: )

so just and update..yesterday was crazy..woke up at 11am and had to do chores..sians..then came online and (some of you might have already realised OR haven cos you were so wonderfully reading my post and thinking of wad to tag) i've changed my blogskin..and whats best i did it on my own( nono not the normal changing ) the designing and codings..yea yea i noe it looks sucky and really unoriginal (due to the extreme likeness to my previuos one) so i decided to add abit of life..*colours!!!* =)...

hahhs.then later in the evening..when to visit grandma and take a walk in central( oh yar if you were wondering "what central???"..its toa payoh*did i spell it right* ) so blahblah..

then this morning school started at 10am.. but i had problems getting up cos i slpt at 2am.. so reaching school..ate breakfast with ben..had the usual "uncle, 2 egg prata more curry ahhs" and had Creative and Critical Thinking tutorial and lecture..and the lunch..after lunch went for this super borrring lecture where the lecturer talks to only himself and asks questions(with answers attached to them)..then went for swimming with nico and weiming..we did 20+ laps and then headed to the SU room for awhile...

yea..so thats all..

i getting fit..i wanna get fit.. i will get fit..

no more flabby bak...tatatarattata..

here comes FIT bak..

gym on friday.before lessons!!!!

`captivatedbyyou

gotlost at 8:30 PM;

yupps yesterday was sunday...ahhs..so fast..why..tml got sch liao..hahhs but heng lah only for 5hrs..so today not much los..woke up and when to churh and stuff..had song practice and later breakfast and SS..then after that had a meeting for the Christmas Special..then later HEADED to my aunt's house for a VERY good lunch..


so when i was home i decided to do another piece of art(i think) DUH!! HE IS AN ARTIST

and this is a picture taken on jeremy's shirt..hahhs..it has my name..

at my aunt's house it was raining cats and dogs..not that it was cats and dogs raining rite..sheesh.

then in the lift this sign is practically useless..i don think that ppl in this age would urinate in the lift rite..i think they should put camera's to prevent some sicko from doing something stupid..

anyway today did HTML and DE too..
hahhs FUN!!!!!

`thinkingofyou

gotlost at 1:15 PM;

yepps..so today woke up at 10am and came online cos i din want breakfast..then i played until 12 noon and then had a light lunch..

coming down to church jet, jan, noah and i went over to macs..for a good lunch where we met jie and merv..then when i went to get my meal that i shared with my bro and came back to the table i was abt to put the tray on the table when the cup of coke fell on the floor..and wet a big area...so maluuu..i felt like the whole world had their eyes on me..ahhs..

then at 3pm went for YP and nat sim took the singing cos uncle ah beng (yes, uncle ah beng, wad never hear someone caqlled ah beng before ahhs!!) was late..then later when he came he started telling his story on why he was late..come here go there this and that los..the later when he wanted to pass the time to the girls taking the games he called out my sis, mor, drey and celo-e (instead of chloe) and that got everyone laughing lahhs..poor girl.

then later at BS our BS grp discussed on the "amour" of God..and had a few laughs..

after that we went to KB to play first soccer where i was pathetic..and followed by captian's ball which was sooo fun..hahhs..played until like 7:10pm then and came back to church..

coming home had dinner and i'm now here los..

so tml waking up at 7am to go for whoship..ahhs i have to apply for leave soon otherwise i'll miss youth camp..cannot cannot..so will apply tml cos i forgot what amy had told me...sorry.. pai seh

so this sums my day..

ciao

`adreamwhenimnotsleeping

gotlost at 9:15 PM;

heyys..so friday is finally here..really have to thank God for bringing me thru this first week back in school..thru all the new modules and SOME crazy lecturers..is a really good thing to be occupied..instead of staying at home and rotting..but well i tot that i would be having a prob waking up in the early mornings..but i dinreally have any..say maybe only this morning when i wanted so bad to sleep more even when it was already 9:30am..

so this morning i woke at the time already stated then i got ready to go meet kun long to drumMania..sine since lessons were starting at 2pm..speaking of this.. this is the first week that i havent played pool..cos i promised to stop myself and also am keeping my promise to some ppl to stop...ahhs you get it.. i promised to stop..

so today i played a few games of DM and guess wad i finally got an "A" for the shachi song..whoohoo¬

this are the drumsticks that make bak..

so later during Graphic Design i was fiddling around with adobe illustrator and..i was also sorta high from the Digital Electronics lesson cos nico was doing crazy stuff with the breadboard..

just to side track a little.. "why do the inventor of the breadboard call it a breadboard?"

when a breadboard looks like as above ...did people in the past use them toast bread cos the breadboard in those times always caught fire (and thus able to toast bread) when it short circuited?

hmm think about it..

ok that was lame..

"Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe
in myself when nobody else could tel
Because you live girl
My world
has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live
I live"

Because You Live - Jesse MacCartney

`youliveinme

gotlost at 8:25 PM;

hey today was just a bored lessons were from 8am-4pm.. with a few breaks in between..but at least i can go to sch later tml cos lessons only start at 2pm...yay!!!

so here are the pics you missed yesterday..


yesterday is edited this foto of my spec's ..dunno why i am suddenly into photography and i want to take shots..


so yesterday during Creative and Critical Thinking Skills..the lecturer asked us to express ourselves on what we tot of "creativity"..so i drew this retard.. to me he looks like a drug addict in cold turkey..


and this is james"aslam" officially breaking puasa..serious i did not edit the pic..


then during datacomm. lecture i had skittles for dessert


and you just saw the last of my long hair


thx to shi pei..we have this pic..VB stands for visual basics


and in the afternoon this is the final pic befor nico got his hair shortened and dyed..

thats all folks

`thisfantasy

gotlost at 7:49 PM;

ahhs dunno why this laptop of mine cant upload pics..and i cant be bothered too now..cos i like shacked..so heres a summary..woke up at 8am this morning to meet the guys at 9am in school for breakfast before..the 10am tutorial..then our dear friend "james" aslam had already broken puasa by eating with us..then at ten we had the tutorial..the teacher was a clown lah..the whole lesson was practically splattered with jokes lah..tho some were like LAME..but who cares lah..i think hes the best lecturer for this sem lah..still got wad huh..uh then at lunch james offcially broke puasa by eating mac's openly..then at PMP's lecture the lecturer was like some salesclown.. he spent like 20min of the lecture trying to promote $30-$40 books to us..which we were recommended to buy a $30 one..sheesh..poly is real expensive lah..so wad the crap..after school at 3pm nico, kris, wei ming, james and i went to have a haircut by kris' godma..yea shes good..kris and nico got their hair dyed to while wei ming and i got a cut..and james just watched tom yam goong..then after everything nico and i left at like 7:30pm( cos james and weiming had left earlier while kris was still getting his hair done) and he and i sort of got lost cos we forgot the way back to the mrt station..on they way back i call home to say that oi was coming back..and yar i got a scolding from my dad over the phone again..but ok i admit i deserved this one..then i came home had dinner and now im here..

i'll upload the pics tml..

school starts at 8am tml so i'll have to get up at like 6am..arghh

wadevrs..

finally the haze is clearing( for good i hope) and maybe becos those "slash and burn" farmers died from lung cancer or those corrupt indonesian clowns stopped getting bribes from Osama and so their double-mindedness has gotten them back on track( at least for the time being)..
but my throat is still rather sore..maybe its just that i having been drinking enuf water bah..

"I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind"

a lonely september - plain white t's

that all
taz

`alonelyoctoberwithoutyou

gotlost at 8:45 PM;

before i start...this is real dumb but its a milestone..that i have finally reached my 100th post!! yays to me clown

hey yea..hahhs today is tuesday..yea..thx mei for your words of comfort =) today was indeed better!!

so today started just like any other day, minus the jumping out from bed half and hour early..and well i got my phone back too..phew

so i headed to school for my lessons..then on the train many things happened..nonono..not snoring old women or deaf clowns..i met many intresting people..the first was this guy who came on board the train looking like a terrorist..serious and with those big eyes he seem like he was gonna blow the fats out of me .. then when it came to woodlands this woman got on and the first thing that came to my mind that she was covered in like 50 layers of make up..forgive me for thinking that way..her face looked like the powder was gonna fall off in chunks.. then later some clown came on with a hairstyle something like..

this...clown man..this guy had his hair covering much of his face..and only left his eyes and part of his face exposed ..he looked like he was wearing a helmet..with looked unique( i must say) but sadly rather stupid too..

so when i reached school the first lesson was programming methodology and practices and so did some super advanced programming made easy with the programs i used..hahhs..did abit here and there and i got BAK!!

then at lunch our friend peng yee had to wait so long for his lunch that when he started.. everyone a had finished long ago...

then after lunch was digital electronics..this are just some of the equipment that are used..and

frankly i do not have a clue what i was looking at..??? totally none..

then later just before datacomm. tutorial colin was taking a snooze..cos maybe the freaking lesson was at 4pm and when everyone had been studying since 9am..well he wasnt alone

james too was also in lala land and everyone ws laughing at him and he din even know..hahaha.

yea so today wasnt that bad..actually not bad at all..it was good..'

but man i am sure shacked..as reward lessons will start at 10am tml..yay!!! =)
those in sch that start at 7am.. envy me!!
wahahahaha....

ok that was not intentional...im just expressing joy..

you know something...
some person had actually been wanting to stop indonesia for a long long time...you noe ..everytime you turn on the TV you see the " PSI : XXX" it actually dussen mean the pollution standard index and the level of pollution..it actually means "Plaese Stop Indonesia( from burning more forests)" and its number of supporters..but from the 4 million people in singapore the support is rather pathetic rite..only 3 digit numbers..well we are tolerant people..a few more weeks of haze( and cough)

`alwaysonmymind

gotlost at 8:10 PM;

today...

was NOT a good day

not even for one moment..

this morning i jumped out of bed cos i tot that i was late because the sky was so bright even at 0645...in the end i lost half an hour of good sleep..then after i washed up..i din feel like eating..when i left the house i din have my handphone so i wasnt able to contact my friend on where to meet..
in the train i got a seat..but i saw someone whom i wished i hadden seen..then when it(the train lah) reached woodlands..i was caught in the middle of the mother of all noises..on my right was a crazy DEAF clown listening to some kind of crazy music at full blast..cant these people like just stuff the earphones next to their ear drums so that the loud music will just blow their drums out( ok im being sadistic here )then on the left of me was this old lady snoring away..cant i even like have a moment of peace..
reaching school..i was on time for the lecture..then believe it or not that clown of a lecturer got us to sit in fixed sitting arrangements..which clown would do that..HIM..after that everyone headed for their CE's( Complementary Elective's ) and guess wad was mine..math...math... math...why on earth did i have to get it..why..i tot i got over with math last semester..sheesh..to make things worse..we had to use excel for this..borring..
IAD was next..and it was totally DRY DRY!!! that guy wanted us to answer the questions by copying them from wikipedia on to a word document..waste my time..

to sum it all up..

my first day back at school..a flop!!!

`whydidithavetobeyou

gotlost at 7:49 PM;

today today..was sorta horrible for me..tho i woke up on call..i was like total tried out and i couldnt evn concentate in worship..the ministry was still ok as i tried hard to stay up and managed to get thru it..after that was song practise for the gospel meeting in november..then the guys and i rushed over for breakfast a our whole table had bah chor mee..lols..then cos uncle david is in mayanmar..so uncle vincent took over and after it all the JC2's commented that it was the first week that we were so quiet( but when we're noisy we are at active discussion) following that we left from church for lunch then to grandma's to pay her a visit..and still horribly shacked i still had to go to my aunts house..for her house warming.

this morning i had this dream that i got to hold her hand and was able to be with her even in one of her saddest moments in life..but well i guess that its not God's will that i can be with her..cos well i guess that she's happier with that someone else..

well this lines are just running thru my mind now..i'm going crazy crazy crazy

"just a thought of you and i leave the rest of the world behind"

i DIDN'T mean to fall in love but i DID

well school starts tml just another semester and i better do well this time..God i need help...not only to do well but to forget her as well..i just want to get on with school and make her that distant memory...to do nothing with her and just treat her as a friend..nothing more nothing less...study study study

`nevermeantforthistogothatfar

gotlost at 9:12 PM;

have you ever been in that situation where you started arguing with you parent(s) over something which you both/three knew that you were in the right. but they refused to back down because of pride. then they get you to shut up by using that "i'm your senior" or "respect your elders" status. then you start explaining why you chose what you said, they start rebuking you for being rude. after you shut up, they still think that they're in the right and that they've won because you chose to keep quiet. thats freaking irritating. whats worse they start on their "see even when you're so rude i still give you what you want..blah blah blah" nonsense. then just because you hung up on them for saying "you din know your priorities ....and how imature can you get" when its them thats not knowing their priorities. to add on they start harping on you past mistakes and start comparing you with themselves when policemen still wore shorts. blah blah...with that, that parent demands for you to pass him/her your..(something important to you) and says that he/she is confiscating it. WHATS WORSE, THE PROBLEM THAT SPARKS OF THE WHOLE CONFLICT IS BECAUSE OF SELFISHNESS AND INSENSITIVITY.

thats when the cold war starts.

with this please do no contact me on my handphone now cos its CONFISCATED and if you do i will not cannot reply.

thanks ahhs. thanks for taking away my phone and helping me miss YP for the first time this year.

sorry to those whom i've diappointed today.

`nortmyfault(exceptforcontinuingthearguementbecauseofyoulousyreason)

gotlost at 3:00 PM;

just another day without you knowing how i feel for you

`ididnmeanto

gotlost at 10:38 PM;

basically today huh..was ok los..yea..then i woke up this morning and sat in front of the com..i sound like a freaking com addict...nah..the morning was rather empty..till noah came back..then we went for another slightly bigger biking expedition..biking out of yew tee..then cck...then bukit panjang..i think any further we would have ended up...
going to malaysia..

and on the way we did some slightly crazier stunts..like going down the canal..nah..thats noob stuff..some other crazier stuff would be walking all the way home from sch with harris and khai..or going thru manholes and walking thru the drainage system..lol..

yea so thats it..hahhs

and now its one song that i have gotten so addicted to...

A Lonely September - Plain White T's


I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out'
cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

`ididntmeantofallinlove

gotlost at 7:07 PM;

heyys..yea..so i admit that i'm a pool addict..crap..but today after pooling and DMing i'll stop cos school's gonna reopen next monday...

yupps HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAT!!!

yea yesterday was my dad's birthday and today is my sis's cool rite..

so i did pool today..but it'll probably the last time i do so at least until my next hols in dec..

then after i came home from lot one i went on a "little" biking expedition with my bro..whoo..man its be some time since i last got onto it( the one in the front )..

so we biked along this path after many detours around yew tee...so sweaty and tired out we took a rest on this wooden bridge..

and this is my bro...wanting you to talk to his hand..oi talk to his hand..just say smth..

h2o..good thist quencher..but dunno why the bottle got empty real fast..i wonder why???

so turning back we decided to go for another detour...where??

here...well maybe i just missed my sec sch the days that i enjoyed so much there...even tho i may have complained so many times that i hated life there..but looking backk they were FUN!!!..well those days..gone..

and when i came home..i ate jelly and ice cream..

so all in all you may loathe life now..but keep it in your heart cos those days are the days you'll rmb best..

5 day to borring lectures again

`irememberwhen

gotlost at 9:03 PM;

yepps...

aniway HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!!

so i got up at 0900 this morning and when i got out of my room i already found my brother in front of the computer playing..that fella was already up at 0715 cos he claimed he couldn't slp...wadevrs..then later at 1000 he left the house to go out with his friends to play table tennis and that old "coke and mentos" thing..so i did the same thing i do everyday..watch Tv..frankly i am seriously becoming reall bored of staying at home and rotting myself away..then when i was halfway thru a movie my bro and his clown friends came back to get bikes of which was mine..ahhs..and in a flash they were gone..so it was just left me and only me at home once again..then only at 1400+ that mum came home..budden she went to take a nap...so it was OFF TO THE COM..and when i was blog hopping i found out a site which showed the backmasked version of some song with and non-disputably notorious reputation for being satanic..at first i did not believe that there were such stuff but when i saw and listened then only i believed..its all the work of satan..

for those who do not know wads backmasking i have kindly searched the web for you easy reading..

for more information on wads backmasking

pls click here

pls be reminded that i am not responsible for the information given on the website..

and those intrested in that backmasked music website. i am sorry but i will not give the website add for reasons pertaining to the spreading of satanism. therefore under no circumstances i would give it away..

ok so back to the day.. and when dad came home i gave him his present..but unfortunately the shirt fitted him to well so he decided to give it to noah (my bro) but as it was too large we went back to the shop to get the size change but sorry no size for him too... so both of us eventually got a ladies addidas shirt for my sis cos tml is her birthday..so it din totally go to a waste..then at dinner..we had this wonderful spread of like alot of shashimi( raw fish), steamed crab and alot more..sorry i din get a picture of this cos i was to engrossed with the shashimi...blame me for liking jap. food..lols..so i am now here..full to the brim...and looks like i have to work out two times more tml to burn off those extra extra extra flabs....

and for the next few days i think i will continue blaming Osama and his bunch of corrupt indonesian health official clowns for the returning haze...i really detest the haze lehhs..just as my throat is getting better..the haze must return..one day man..one day..if i make it to the UN..you guys will be dead..adding to world pollution..as if when we enjoy mid-autum festival that time we dun pollute the world enuf..must add on to those unwanted and unnecessary..sheesh

well i think thats all for now...
ciao...=)

6 days to endless school days

`i'llalwaysloveyou

gotlost at 9:28 PM;

so i was bored today and then decided to blog early..so i was snooping round shafiq's blog and i found this..man you should really try this if you have nothing better to do..

Here is the deal:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.
And there you have it!
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"How am i feeling today?
-You're Pitiful- Werid Al "Yankovic"
yea today was pitiful...

"Will i get far in life?
-In The End- Linkin Park
in the end...i dosen't matter..just that i live well for God

"How do my friends see me?
-Here With Me- Michelle Branch
well..good i suppose..they're here with me..

"Where will i get married?
-Primary School Shorts and Toilet Rolls- Mr Brown
the first two words say "primary school"..i dun think so

"What is my best friend's theme song?
-Too Close- Blue
are we too close??or is he too close??

"what is the story of my life?
-More to Life- Stacie Orrico
there is defintely more to life then stonning at home..

"What is/was high school like?
-Burn- Usher
burning me out i guess..but i really miss those days

"How can i get ahead in life?
-Stab My Back- All American Rejects
stab my back??or stab your or someones back??

"What is the best thing about me?
-You Don't Know My Name- Alicia Keys
i think my name is a well know fact...

"What is today going to be like?
-A Hard Day's Night- The Beatles
a hard day..even at night

"What is in store for this weekend?
-I Want You To Know- Planet Shakers
yea..i want you to know..i'm gonna go to church!!!

"What song describes my parent(s)?
-Sweet Misery- Michelle Branch
hahhs..sometimes lah..

"To describe my grandparents?
-Gone- N*SYNC
yea..gone..just gone somewhere for better or for worse

"How is my life going?
-Miss You- Westlife
i'm miss every single moment without you here..

"Will i have a happy life?
-Kai Bu Liao Kou- Jay Chou
kai bu liao kou( dunno wad to say/can't open my mouth)

"What do my friends really think of me?
-One United PeopleBak- Steph Sun
unity in strenght..i am one

"Do people secretly lust after me?
-It's Ture- Backstreet Boys
is it true??

"How can i make myself happy?
-Zhng My Car- Mr Brown
yay..mr brown is gonna zhng my car

"What should i do with my life?
-Keep Moving- Five
keep moving..and don look back

"Will i ever have children?
-When I'm With You- Simple Plan
when i'm with you.."you??" thats God's will


7 days till the innovative death of myself

`mystrenghtandshield

gotlost at 4:45 PM;

heys..yea so today the 8th of Oct..wah this morning i still cannot believe that i managed to wake up...cos after signing off man at arnd 11pm last night i did not slp until abt 1 am..i dunno why i was like tossing and turning..and so this morning i had a hard time trying to stay up during the ministry tho i managed to pull thru the worship..after that we had a song practice of the november's Gospel service..then we had to choing Breakfast...

oh yar THANK GOD!!!
the haze has finally cleared!!!
or at least to a mere 48 (PSI)


so during SS this was just lucius and james stonning..

and for me i was enjoying my "Florida's Natural" sweet..with 64% fruits and juices..

then as usually jordan had to talk nonsense like we always do..and yin chi had to go on with his "para para mat" jokes and stuff...and this left xin an, bryan, wei hao, jiang ping and i laughing like crazy..

then later when we were downstairs we celebrated merv's 18 b'dae..wahaha we sang the bdae song for him and clement cos he turns 16 tml..

then poor merv got cake on his face and "someone" had to wipe the cake off his face..and lols we were say that sean(oops!!) and him looked sooo gay...lols lols chils..no lah..thats wad brothers do..they help...

then later at home mum cooked this super nice seafood spaghetti (tho the shot i took made it look so not nice) but nevertheless it was a good dinner..

then finally, finally after a long long search i have finally found a song that i have been looking for....

Ryan Cabrera's - She's


thx kamen...

so i think that should be all for now ...

churio!!

8 days till stress inducing education begins

`youwalkedintomylifeandmyworldwasstill

gotlost at 9:32 PM;

finally today i get my weekend escape..i got away from the boredom of the week's life..so today was the Gospel Rally's Thanksgiving dinner for the Gospel Rally that had gone by in July 2006 yea looking back i really miss those days of practise that we had..

remember these ppl???

or these??

or even these clowns?? (mel minus you...happy? =))

so i went for depot walk's YP today and on the way there i saw this sign (then you would be wondering why the crap does bak love to take beer ads) one reason cos i think they are the only ones around..it said: "being a winner without having a big ego"..fine..lets add

"being a winner without having a big ego WITHOUT BEER"

thats GREATNESS!!!


then later after YP( which i must say that is good cos its a small group where one can have more time expressing oneself..not to say that a big grp like the one i'm in at amk is bad..but just more focused and in depth) i had this..its supposed to be a heart shaped waffle..but mine turned out almost like one..hahhs

they say the the court is your battlefield..so this is my ground..but as you can see in the background the haze is like so bad..freak it man by 1330hrs this afternoon the PSI was

150!!!

you noe who i blame..i blame Osama..why..cos he bribed those corrupt indonesian health officals..and wad happens they allow "slash and burn" farming methods (i thank geog for this knowledge)

and now my cough has worsen..

but heck lah..i still played...


then later we had the dinner and these were the ppl at my table..

and lydai and mei..=)

then later yours truly heard some extremely loud laughter and decided to check out who were those..well one laugh belonged to none other then MEL!! =)

so after dinner we headed to the DW SS room for the thanksgiving..and first were the chia family with a song ...

followed by a slide show of the rally ...

and uncle chong kiat giving a rendition of "were it not for grace"

after that was dr harry tan giving a msg...

then when i was on the way home in dad's car..i heard this ad...it was telling you the effects of joint corrosion and stuff...then at the end guess wad this line came out.."this ad was brought to you by tiger balm...if you have any joint pain use...???...TIGER BALM"..wadevrs man..

so thats all for today..
again..i hate haze..

9 days to non-stop mugging ahead

`fixmycough

gotlost at 10:00 PM;