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Sunday, February 25, 2007

phew~

exams are nearly over, after wed's paper i can run wild among the stars (that is if i were light enuf lah) poly's first year has finaly come to an end with not much of a memory cos besides the same few guy. really there wasn't any bonding with my class.

life in the past few days havent been very good, mugging and little sleep, gastric problems and crazy ideas poping out of nowhere. then i started emo-ing for dunno wad reason. wadever lah huh.

my escape: MY LORD

talking to him at the beginning and the the end of everyday has really comforted me knowing that i can go to him with my burdens and he takes them away, shouting out to him because i know he hears me, thanking him and allowing him to guide in the day and path ahead.

today was started with the same worship and ministry, the was song practice for the gospel service and meeting for the BB's enrollment day. so like having so little time left before SS jordan, wei hao, tim and i went to N&B snacks for breakfast. SS was after that where we had rayson joining us for the lesson. after SS was the song practice for the SS prize-giving. lunch followed this and again was another practice and this time it was for the Youth Gospel Nite where we practiced till 4:40pm. wahh full day out.

so came home and i went into lalaland

tues and sat i'll be gg for BB OCO so i cant make it to Depot Walk *sry mei* well looking forward to it :)

tts all

ciao

`danceinside


gotlost at 8:26 PM;

Monday, February 19, 2007

I ain't supposed to blog

but this wont go un-blogger...

gosh!! i noe i once joked abt having suicidal tendencies but today was crazy...i was like just tryna remove tonnes of dead skin from them sole of my foot which is totally disgusting *i know* with this giant penknife and halfway thru i CUT myself which caused me to bleed like crazy and like for a moment i was wondering if was gonna die *sissy me, or really alot of blood??* the penknife was bloody the floor was stained wth blood and it too my mum 10 freaking minutes to fix that wound that used up half a roll of toilet paper...

just fyi if you tot that was suicide to use a penknife, no it was just plain stupidity

ouch its hurts...

but thank God it stopped bleeding withn minutes.

i think this the first time ive seen that much blood

oh something really random...i din scream at the sight of blood or freak out

and for those of you who think i contemplated suicide...

I DID NOT THINK OF IT...AT ALL

i love live too much and its just not part of God's plan

ciaos

`youreREALtome


gotlost at 10:55 PM;

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

wheeees~

i breathe again

thank "you"


gotlost at 9:49 PM;

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

to those who were the first to wish me...

thx a million...

you were:
jie, hong, min and dar...

thx agn...

i still cannot believe that i'm actually 18..and once again i have to thank God for giving me another year to live by his grace..

i feel 17...man..

so i'll update on sunday and today later in the day...

`nick @ 12:22 ___________________________________________________________________

heyys and i'm back again now..

whoa it was kinda good today, thx guys for the wishes that came in and thx to those that made it my day...today i tried my very best to get up at 10am cos i was gonna go out with hong and ky and i was like trying sooo hard too..goshh i'll try not to have so many late nights anymore
*fingers crossed*..hahhs so anyway i got up and met them at lot1 at 1135(cos i was 5 min late) then we bagen our long journey to city hall and after reaching there we started to look for the place Colin recommended..

halfway there we realised that we had to fly to new york..

so here we were in new york...hahhs LAME i noe yea this is just citylink while we passed thru..

reaching marina square where the place was supposed to be..but we ad a frigging hard time looking for that soo near yet so far and vauge in vision place..hahhs..yea so i decide to get a few shots and ...

this is one of the city and half of the $600 million durian...

and your watered staircase to an oversized flower pot...

and FINALLY after like 15-20min of searching the whole place (even tho we had looked at the directory TWICE!!) and here it is...

CHANGING APPETITES... and it definately lives up to its name okay( you'll find out soon enuf)

after placing our orders we got the food and ...

observe the portions...GOSH they were giant ok...with

fries averaging lenghts as you can see..

and this was my burger...so if you tot that Botak Jones' "U-CRAZY-WHAT" burger that had 3x150 gms of beef patties was crazy, this "Barbarian Burger" had 2x200 gms beef, 150 gms fish and 150 gms of chicken...that was more that half a KG of meat that i tried so hard to finish...and i think this was the longest meal that i have ever had in my whole 18 years kks...i took like 1hr 40min to finish ALMOST everything...(including a half-liter chocolate freeze)

45min after i started...

1hr 40min later...I GAVE UP SIA!!!

and heres Cheers to finishing almost everything...

diciding that we really needed to ease ourselves with a walk we started out on a long long walk that would only end 2hr 30min later...where we covered the whole marina square, part of suntec city and back and forth citylink..

halfway, a thinner me caught my attention...so heres him..

oh yea remind me not to buy "ma ya tang" agn cos my teeth got stuck time and agn and believe my its friggin hard to rip out...so heres hong trying hard(i mean HARD) to rip it out...in the mean time we of course had to go to the arcade to play you noe wad game...i miss drumming and jamming..ahhhs..

and heres ky and hong after THE long walk..tired and worn out...so we decided to go back..or at least them lah... i was dued to meet my family at causeway point for my "birthday" dinner which ended up to be my bro's cos i din eat anything cos i was still sooooo full even now..

so heres us minus ky cos he was hidden by the door...

once agn...

Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Me;
Happy Birthday to Me...
Happy Birthday to Me.

hahhs egoistic me...lols...

thx everyone for making my day...and even tho "you" din wish me anyhow which could have been subjected to forgetting, nort being able to or just nort wanting to tell me; i'd really be happy if you'll just be happy...

do expect me to me lamer, crappier, crazier, wackier and of course me-er and i really pary to follow God more...thats all...

ciaos

`nick @ the time below


gotlost at 10:05 PM;

Monday, February 12, 2007



gotlost at 8:48 PM;

Friday, February 09, 2007

well hello..

yesterday was officially my last day of school which ended with a messed up DE ct paper..crap..

so now a few things are on my mind..getting a job.. the exams i have left...and all the small things..OGL camp lah...and oh yar BB OTC..and so many things..

well guess wad..if you hated me for being "loud" or just tot that i was a poseur for having white specs then..you'll be happy to know that i've stopped being "loud" cos i got BLACK specs..

yea..no more projects..

so all are left is the exams..

and just before i leave..to all those who got your 'O's today..whether they were good or "not" it was by God's grace that you got thru..pray and thank him and for the wisdom to take your next step in education..

ciao..

`leadmeon


gotlost at 8:45 PM;

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

wonderful shitake marshrooms...

am i stressed or smth...

i got freaking white/silver hair out of nowhere..

i get ample slp...hardly stress over work(except those peroidic stress peroids aka exams and projects submissions)...have enuf fun and most of all am under God's hand..

i noe wad..pluck then out..hahhs..

GD and DE on thurs...

`sweetestgoodbye


gotlost at 12:46 AM;

Monday, February 05, 2007

hellos...

its really been some time since i last blogged.. i think its the longest time..

anyway its already Feb. 2007..gosh time really flies not long ago it was the 1st of Jan. for all you know it'll be Dec. already...

so over the weekend it was very much the same besides that there was a party and my family's reunion dinner..

oh yea.. its alot of ppls bdae this month so HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO:
Juinn Yuan, Cheyanne, Titus, Yiwen, Swee Siang, Nat Chia, ME(lols), Jess, Atiqah, Joanna, Noah, Lydia and Lucius...

did i forget anyone..i think i did...so happy birthday to you too =)

so at BB...
oh heres the BB when they had singing..


after that i headed down to amk for song parctice for the Youth Gospel Nite(YGN) and during Yp we did the last part of romans 2...after YP we went over to KB for the usuall games which was soccer!!!hahhs..then after that we that is half of the Yp headed to baba's hse to celebrate titus' bdae..hahhs food food fun fun..

here are some pictures..

heres the bdae boy and my bro in the background...

and here were some of the peeps here.. the rest were in the playground reminicing their childhood days or just enjoying their deprived childhood(which i don think anyone had)

and while we were having dinner we broke up into small grps and this was one..and in another one we heard melodie laugh so hard...
and here it is for those who missed it..eh ang moh if its ok then i leave it here otherwise i will kindly remove it.. so this is..


later we had the cake cutting and guess wad i got to cut mine too..hahhhs...

the following pictures may represent total and absolute retardness..


-the FEB. Kidz; giving the man a hug..

baba's HP face..which i really look uhh..

so that was on sat...

then on Sunday

after SS which we had a good discussion on prayer...many times we think God's not fair cos we have this thinking that God always best..in fact he says: "YES", "NO" or "WAIT"...then we went to Botak Jones for lunch and did crazy stuff with the leftovers..in the evening we my family went to meet up with the rest of our cousins, uncles and aunties..really had a good time there catching up a we talked on growing in our childhood and hearing stories from the aunts..hahhs..then coming home..the first news i heard frm grace..Singapore WON!! hahhs i hope you now wad i mean...

so that was basicly my weekend..

and today back at sch it was rather slacky just doing some revision and catching up...

well thats all...

ciaos

`youreeverythingimnot


gotlost at 8:01 PM;

Thursday, February 01, 2007

some clown created this virus...

and its spreading round the msn community...



...

woots...late nights are almost over...

today i had my final DCN test and i was late for it man...why cos i was slp deprived and i overslpt..crap..arhhs any way...exams are less the 20 days away and a month from being over and that is when i can rest, get a job, and do the things i want to till sch reopens..man i cant wait till then..tml is the weekend and yeps..im lovin it..

pictures coming up in the weekend...

ciaos

`iamweakbutthouartmighty


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