just smth i was thinking of when i was abt to sign out...looking at my life ard me it seems to be so perfect..i got God..my family..dear ones..friends...my laptop...my fone..a home and everything tt i could ever wish for...besides a slimmer body...but i was just thinking...all of a sudden this past few weeks i haven been acctually thinking about girls..including her..carrying on with life wonderfully just without her tts all..it dussen mean that i don't like her anymore just that it might not be a need for me now..i mean i used to be so preoccupied with thinking of her all the time but it seems now..tt she dussen really occur to me that often...NO..i'm not becoming gay..never..haiz i just dunno how to put it..i wonder does she even know? well i'll just leave it God..

ciao...

`my life is in YOUR hands

gotlost at 10:11 PM;