I ain't supposed to blog

but this wont go un-blogger...

gosh!! i noe i once joked abt having suicidal tendencies but today was crazy...i was like just tryna remove tonnes of dead skin from them sole of my foot which is totally disgusting *i know* with this giant penknife and halfway thru i CUT myself which caused me to bleed like crazy and like for a moment i was wondering if was gonna die *sissy me, or really alot of blood??* the penknife was bloody the floor was stained wth blood and it too my mum 10 freaking minutes to fix that wound that used up half a roll of toilet paper...

just fyi if you tot that was suicide to use a penknife, no it was just plain stupidity

ouch its hurts...

but thank God it stopped bleeding withn minutes.

i think this the first time ive seen that much blood

oh something really random...i din scream at the sight of blood or freak out

and for those of you who think i contemplated suicide...

I DID NOT THINK OF IT...AT ALL

i love live too much and its just not part of God's plan

ciaos

`youreREALtome

gotlost at 10:55 PM;