well officially this is my 235^th post which means 234 posts have passed me by.

soooo. school officailly starts tmr. 2nd sem of my second yearr in poly.sians. why. cos i got friggin 9( and in every other language you can think of) modules! sian. thursdays are my longest days while fridays are free. thus work.

and this is the peroid of insupressible boredom. school and mugging while the rest sit back and slack. WHY! why can't polys just employ the mainstream school's school year. thoughts that cannot spoken simply fill my head. just ONE more year. oh ya, i forgot, army. the price of manhood in this tiny island i call home. well looks like the years ahead will be bleak yet hopefully exciting. hopefully.

i created a mess that i can't clear. God i need sooo much help.

ALL OF THEE AND NONE OF ME.

guide me thru this barren land on which i stand, cos i'm just a passing thru.

my rock and my fortress, my shield and defender. my friend and my saviour

`29.

gotlost at 10:42 PM;